Last night Alex and I talked for two hours, and it was all positive, even when we talked about our current situation. He's right, things have gotten better already. I'm back on my own two feet again, he doesn't want to be my emotional crutch and I'm not happy when I'm using him as such, anyway. Doesn't mean he isn't there for me. He does have a point. He never really left me, he just left us. He's always responded to every phone call or text I send, and doesn't mind it. Honestly, the fact that he's like this is pretty spectacular.
My birthday is a week from tomorrow and I can't wait to see him. It will be two weeks since I saw him, its just too much. I know we won't be getting back together yet, but hopefully soon. Maybe just a few more weeks is all we need, one has seemed to do us a world of good.
I went out with my family for sushi tonight. I actually ate! Of course now I'm freaking out because I'd rather not gain any of my stress-related weight loss back. Guess I'll just have to hit the gym extra hard tomorrow.
Just remember, All You Need is Love.
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