My theory was (and is) that the busier I stay at the moment, the happier I'll be. This seems to be working, although I'm excited. So, a recap of the past couple of days...
I went out with a friend Tuesday night. Alex found out and absolutely flipped on me Wednesday morning (right after my last post) when I told him it really wasn't any of his business where I was, because we were broken up. I wasn't trying to be mean or secretive, its just for me to give him the space he wants he has to give it to me, as well. Well he flipped out (uncharacteristically) and told me he was not longer coming to my birthday. Well, I called him instead of continuing that text war, and we ended up figuring it out and having a good (albeit busy because I was busy) conversation.
My friend is a comedian and he took me out to sushi Wednesday night, and then to the bar where him and his friends were doing their weekly comic show. My roommate met me, and its fairly obvious this guy really likes me. It was just a good time having someone try to woo me and then have my roommate and I laugh our asses off for an hour and a half. I went home and Alex called, and we chatted for awhile and I was actually the one to end the conversation and go to bed (that never happens.)
Yesterday (Thursday) was full of homework, class, and Yoga. Alex and I texted briefly (he got absolutely wasted last night) but this is the first time since the first couple of months of our relationship that we haven't talked on the phone. I'm not feeling anxious, I'm actually ok with it. This is going much better than expected. I just have to keep busy, stay happy, and keep hoping for the best.
I get to see him in 9 days. Usually that would seem like forever, but I can't help thinking its not enough. Tonight I'm doing Pilates, going to an art gallery opening with another guy friend, and then we are going to the observatory. After that, I'm going home for a weekend of shopping, family, and relaxation.
Life is good, you just have to let it be.
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